Yesterday I stumbled across an ink drawing done by a classmate of mine named A. Reid Fitzner. I remember he was a cool guy, an art major I think, and we were in an anthropology survey course together in my fourth year as an undergraduate.
One day, while sitting in lecture together, Reid seemed completely uninterested in the lecture and started drawing something from the Newsweek magazine he had. At the end of lecture, he had drawn what you see below using his Bic ballpoint pen. I was amazed. And my enthusiasm was rewarded: he gave me the drawing.
Later on in the semester, he confessed to me that he was suicidal. I don’t recall what I said. I never saw him again after that class. I searched for his name and found only a college project from 1972, and a vital statistic from Fond du Lac, Wisconsin:
Record Type: Death
Name: Arthur Reid Fitzner
Birth Date: 2/22/1953
Death Date: 7/12/1987
Page Number: N/A
And that was it? What happened to you, Reid? Did you become an artist? Did you go insane? Did you commit suicide? I look at the intensity of the pen strokes, especially in the eyes of the old Indian man, and I feel an incredible intensity in your being. I guess I’ll never know, unless someone searches for his name and finds this post. If they do, please tell me whatever happened to A. Reid Fitzner.